October 21, 2007
ASMAMA BATCH2~http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=39246
great dinner out with my family
as the eldest among the siblings
i normally avoid arguements
& try to set example for my 2 brothers
observing how my youngest brother grows up
it hits me how fast time pass by
i can still remember clearly the times when i carry him when he is still a baby
his first word, his first tooth, when he calls my jiejie and hug me xD
really sweet memories.
& also reminds me that i didnt pay as much attention to him as last time
no excuses of "im busy with my work" etc.
im kind of hoping that he will turn to me like he used to
when he's being bullied, wanting something, crying for my help..
All these time i always want to teach him to be independent
but deep in my heart i hope that he will rely on me.
it's nice to know that someone in this world needs you
but nevertheless, he is my brother!
he should be strong!
im not an expressive person
but i will have his back no matter what (:
work work work~
i need solutions!
treat everyone with love